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indescribable

There is a well-known Christian song named ‘Indescribable.’ The song talks about all the wonders of God and how the creation of the world shows how amazing He is. The words to the chorus are: 'Indescribable, Uncontainable, You place the stars in the sky and You know them by name, You are amazing God'   As much as I understand from the textbook about how miniscule organisms are or how the complex humans’ mind functions, the idea of His power seems to be so vague and difficult to understand. It was only until my Maritimes road trip last summer that allowed me to see how majestic his creation really is. The sounds of the Bay of Fundy waves and the sun setting beside the Atlantic Ocean really offered me a small peek of this universe. But despite his awesomeness, I find that over time as I’m growing up, the idea of ‘God’s Grace Is Enough’ becomes less and less true. From seeing people that are my father’s age dying from cancer or families...

a carnation and a rose

Flowers are signs of life. This week, I got to see two different types of flowers that symbolize two complete different symbols of love. The first one is a white carnation. A symbol of romantic love coming to life. As a walk pass the hallways on Monday, I saw this girl holding her boutique of white carnations. They were beautiful, romantic but most importantly, it reminded me that there was some boy in my school that cared about her so much enough to send her a special sign of affection. The second one was a white rose that I held today at a funeral. The funeral was a celebration of life and a symbol of appreciation to an accomplished mommy after  years of hard work raising her children. Even though she is no longer living. the seeds that she has planted in this world are actively spreading the love that she once gave. restinpeace motherly love, fatherly love, family love, and romantic love are all types of affection that we should never take for g...

time machine

       A little more than 365 days ago, I was baptized...and publicly proclaimed that I was a Christian. The next 12 months from there was a whirlwind...grade 11, church, piano and guitar. Nothing ever seem to stop, and even if it did, silence never lasted for a very long time. But as a watched people stepping into the baptismal tank again, I suddenly drew myself out from the applause just to find myself thinking about the transformation God has created in my life.        I've learnt so many different things: 1) I've gotten a lot more patient. 2) I am a better leader. 3) I learn to take stand up after defeat 4) I've reached out to the poor 5) Appearance isn't everything...there are things far greater than that. Transformation, with a capital "T" has only happen because I am no longer my stubborn and cocky person but someone that yearns for change and humbleness. ~c.h.

eternally

other than blogging, I love to write poetry... for the past two years, I've had the amazing chance to co-write two love poems with my sister...It was a great opportunity to put our heads together and write out the way loves feels like in our daily lives. Here is our sister-sister collaboration and our work of art: Eternally Sometimes, I feel sparks fly But other times, you just seem to be another ordinary guy   There is something about you that makes me smile Even though life is full of so many trials, You have seamlessly impacted my life Somehow, you always make my world all right, I wonder sometimes if we’re more than friends Or if I’m looking through a kaleidoscope lens, These colorful memories seem to never fade And I never want you to walk away, Through all the highs and lows; fast and slows Maybe we are meant to be with each other, who knows?   Is life one of those dramas? Where...

failure

failure. The way I feel about myself today...I did a horrible job and my head is filled with regret. I want to go back and do it all over again but that's simply impossible. Bible study yesterday was a big mess! I felt like I was speaking about the bible but not being productive about it. My group deserved a better bible study leader and a better bible study. I apologize to my group that they had to sit through that. I apologize to my pre-study leaders for butchering their prestudy like that...but most of all, I owe an apology to God. I'm sorry that bible study turned out like that. It's been hard to recover from this regret but I guess... As God continues to mold me into a better leader and prune me to bear better and stronger fruit...I will listen and dedicate my life to hear what He has instored for me! ~c.h.

swimming

Last week, I had a really bad day! I was so disappointed and angry about myself, I wanted complete silence. No talking. No music. I sighed a breath of sadness and this boy who sat across from me said one sentence that made me tingle and reflect. He said, "Don't worry, just keep swimming, just keep swimming." The famous line Dory says from Finding Nemo. At the moment when I was about to give up on the opportunity of success, I was touched by his encouragement because he isn't someone who would ever say anything like that. He never encourages anyone, at least, his compliments are more sarcastic than meaningful. But when he talked, it felt genuine. Reflecting upon his words, my brain was thinking ALL about 'encouragement.' How often do I go up to people and encourage them? Or am I always speaking words of discouragement? Other than looking at the brighter side of each problem, my job is also to give to people a sense of positive energy... ~c.h. Encourage on...

a paper figure

     Although humanity seems  to carry an unstoppable power in this technological society, we are no different than a paper figure. Because once things like cancer or a heart condition or accident arises, we are so weak, so hopeless and we feel so small. My dad's close friend passed away this week and it showed me once again that the things we live for-money, fame, clothes-will become worthless one day. Life is short, what are we truly living for?      In one week, a women lost her husband, and two kids lost their father. These kids lost a very important fatherly figure in their lives. So...is humanity so strong after all? Can technology and money fix this missing puzzle piece?  I've learned something simple, just honor your father and mother because one day, you won't get your chance to repay the sacrifice they've made for you. Because no matter what...they have offered so much to make your life luxurious and happy.  I don't wa...